Whoa! Didja get the numbers off that truck?!?April 25, 2004 - 9:25 p.m. Brain FartI wish you'd known me when I was alive.Up every morning, answering alarm clock at five, (with a quick swat for at least ten minutes reprieve.) Doing my duty each day, the obedient dog, Trudging through that life, sometimes in a fog To complete a milestone of a life in my log. Teaching lessons to some who could have been brothers Sharing genes in this now life But what of the others? My life was a full one, complete as could be. Complete as I'd let it, The potential, forget it, Perhaps I peaked at age three? Read my book, it's all in there, I tried to do right My illusion had fogged me, my left from my right Turned into a terrible emotional fight. It left me alone on much more than one night. But perhaps alone I was destined to be? The girls, they confused me, Attract / repel and elude me, Making questions about what would be. And now I'm beyond in some far away plane, With the record of past life laid out like a train. Of events that had changed me, Regrets having stained me, And kept me from what I was destined to be? "Nonsense!" a voice shouts from the rear Echoing clear in between what's left of my ears Like the voice I carried years in my head Directors of dreams I had, nights in my bed. "We helped all we could, couldn't you hear? We had always been there for you over in here. Remember that time you avoided a fight? With your words you defused it, Smoothed over, but confused it, You surrendered your essence that night." With new vision I look at the train of my life. Clarity beyond age, As I turn each page, And discover the meaning of strife. And now you can see as my life drew to a close, I was no closer to truth in that life I suppose, Than a dog is to getting the meaning of time. But my soul has progressed, Over now, did my best. And I wistfully bid farewell to the ones left behind. Current Terr Alert Level OMG, She's agonna blow! |
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